Time out. Time out. I'm making the T sign with my hands! I just can't write more about divorce today and getting therapy for going through divorce. I can try to do it tomorrow, but I simply can't do it today. Why? Because it is going to make me crazy. I am starting a site that will be a forum to throw a divorce shower for anyone going through divorce - that alone will be therapy. And, so here I am attempting to discuss what divorce is like, how therapy was, what I needed, what I didn't, but here's a little insight into my personal life . . . writing it, is like living it all over again. And so today, I need a break (see this is that self-care I was jabbering about). Today, I'm going to take a nap with my dogs, hug the puppy and get some much needed rest. Maybe then I'll go pick up dog poop in the yard, before I go to work.
I went for a bike ride with my dear friend, Abby, today. We talked about learning life lessons, about the process of attempting to teach life knowledge and came to the conclusion that we wish we possessed some kind of E.T. touch that would just, like, fax the information from E.T. finger to weak human brain. God, life would be so much easier, if we could only impart knowledge this way.
In life, there is so much to learn, so much to do. You could never do it all or see it all, or make all the right choices. You can never get it all done. Nothing will ever be perfect. No-one could learn it all in one full life time. This left me reaching up to the sky, shaking my fists, and yelling "What is it all about?" While, Abby checked over her shoulders to see who in the crowded soccer park was staring at us.
And all that not knowing what it is all about, goes for this blog today. I don't know what this is all about. I only know that it's about a process of learning and lessons and that we call it life.
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